Saturday, December 19, 2009

You told me turh wait cus you gotta go sumwhr.
I hesitated.
But yet, you said you'd be back.
So I waited.
And waited..
And waited...
Th time was 0543 a.m when
I finally decided turh switch off my lappy
& go turh bed.
Before that, I didn't intend turh even
close yr chat-page.
I got really sleepy.
Go knew you won't be back anyways.
Thanks fer making me wait.

I miss you, lyk more than ever.
Just on th other page, you were talkin turh me.
Hey, miss me?
Nah. Bloody fat hope, bitch.
We're all goin our own ways after this year.
Omg, kill me already.
Today's th 19th.
Mark it, th 19th day of not textin you "Goodnight".
But somehow, eenthough I managed turh survive this far,
I'm slowly dying inside.
Now yr online nt believen that yr
actually talkin turh me.
Maybe yr fading away frm my mind.
No, I'm lying.

Sunday, November 15, 2009


November 15, 2009.
First night I almost forgotten turh
wish you goodnight.
But I did.
Much later.


Yeah, I cud barelyput myself turh sleep.
Then I realised why.
But we're way soo different.
I don't get it why I'm still into you.
It's been almost 4years now
turh be exact.
Believe it or not,
I'm still not over you.


"Why am I so afraid turh lose you when you're not even mine?"